that he wants you then cool. If he’s not sure then forget about him. Forgive yourself too, you had sex, oh well, it’s over with now. Don’t let guys jerk you around like that, it will be hard because you want him back but think about what you wrote, do you want a guy playing with your head like that? Good on you for trying to stick to your guns also, if you really want to not talk to him again, you won’t, just believe in yourself.